These thoughts flowed through her mind over and over again, and she wondered if the pain would ever go away ? If the hurt would ever seize to exist ? If the images would ever truly be erased from her memory ? The days keep flowing, the medication keeps getting swallowed. Nothing seems to change. The brokenness and memories are still there and sometimes they take over her mind to a point where she is incapable of enjoying the life right in front of her. The therapy, the medication, and people’s lack of understanding broke her in a way no amount of therapy, medication or even love could begin to repair. The brokenness she felt had made its way to her soul. These thoughts flowed through her mind over and over again. Will the pain ever go away ? Will the hurt ever cease to exist? And will the images ever truly be erased from her memory? Questions she couldn’t answer, and wondered if she would ever be able to?
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